
Sorry for posting english language in a german board, but I don't know so many boards where you can post without being a member. My german sucks even more than my englisch, but I do understand a bit german.
A few days ago I made a massive mistake that won't let me sleep anymore (seriously! I'm also not able to go to work atm...). I lost connection to my anon proxy while I was surfing illegal content on the internet. I did not notice when this happened but I fear I were on an US social network at this time (In their privacy information they say that they save the IP adresses of the users). The network room has been taken down by the owner a few hours later, so maybe he was faster than the authories or the network owner itself, but I'm so frightened at the moment. I don't watch any hardcore stuff or things where the kids are harmed and I don't have any illegal stuff on my PC and I never did, but an investigation would destroy my life socially anyways. Has anyone an idea how probable it is that I will have an unwanted visit by the police?
I just feel like I had an sex orgy without a rubber in the worst aids region of africa

In the news you only read about the guys getting busted, but how does reality look like? Is there anyone who has experienced something like this before. You don't need to mention that it were your own experiences of cause, assumptions will also help. Maybe you heard from others? Or maybe someone having a link with further information about this stuff? Any information would be helpful. Please help!

Oh man, I will let my fingers from these things in the future, its been 3 days ago now and I still feel like I have to puke all the time. Being a pedo is a curse nowadays, although I would never hurt a soul (Especially no child, how can you hurt someone you're loving?) I am THE EVILNESS itself for the society. OK, seems like I don't just need the informations, seems like I also have to talk about me being a pedo... I never talked to anyone about my sexuality my whole life. And I turn 34 this year! It's such a shame...
ps: How long do the authories usually need to visit a suspect?